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Here I am, sitting in my room
mind bumbling here and there
because I have so much on my mind...

I practically just missed a week of school
because of my hand and I was so SICK!
Ive never felt so sick in my life...
so much physical pain at once...
head throbbing, chills flowing, pressure building....
tears shedding?
uncontrollably?
why?
i don't even know the answer to that one....

I've also been thinking about my boyfriend....
he's been gone for 2 weeks now....
i get to hear from him here and there...
but i worry
trust is present
but worry still persists
wellness? loyalty?
has he stuck to his word?
he has the key,
but did he lose the lock for eternity?
only time can tell...

dont get me wrong...
i love him with all that my heart can offer...
but isn't it always hard to trust,
when the person already lost the trust before?
hard to not doubt even the slightest?

I also hope i didnt screw up my half of the prospect...
did I screw us up for good?
was it really that big of a deal?
yes...i made a mistake...but...
no... i know the answer already
i just hope he has the power to forgive me...
and we can forget this mess
that i put us in
because...
i love him
with the utmost love i can share
because..............
he has my heart......
FOREVER AND ALWAYS

even if the worst to happen...
he will still have a small piece of it
to carry with him for eternity.........

I LOVE YOU JAMES!
MUAH!!!!
I CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO COME HOME!!!
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